. . .and god knows shes beautiful
but shes freaking nuts so I pushed her back like a cuticle
and shes dumb all the choices she makes are stupid
but whos more dumb her or me for succumbing to cupid
but we connect on a much deeper level
like when you comin off the HIGH DIVE and you REALIZE
that the DEEP SIDE wasn’t as deep as your SWEET EYES
that try to REPRISE in my heart after these SWEET LIES
. . .so im wondering if its worth it
giving you my heart while telling you not to hurt it
but, she told me that she STILL would though
im not even touching you and I STILL got the wood though
that’s what you do to me internally
so it made sense that you sent me to the infirmary
when, I was dying of heart failure
but THAT doctor said I aint got the cure for what ails ya


He said, you gotta fix it from the source
So I went to you to figure out when we got off course (so) (Corso)
I’m talking and analyzing your DEFENSES
I’m slowly breaking her down until SHE SENSES
. .That I am in the red zone
I can hear the slow beat of your heart, turn up my headphones
. . . after months of stimulation
I prodded her and she told me the whole situation
She said in past relationships, commitment she was ditchin
And one dude left her pride and dignity broken and glitchin
And now these gashes on her heart are much too big for stitchin
And I’ve only told three other people no need for snitchin
But I aint one to not handle the heat up in the kitchen
So I told her sweetly, theres something I need to mention
. . .See Ive been think-ing about it
And I think I love you but part of me wants to doubt it

Cause I know if I make love my final answer
I’ll own it til the fat lady sings and IM the dancer
But. . .I still said it that night
Even though you said I didn’t mean it and put up a fight
You just think that youre not worthy of being loved (read fatst)
But I wanna be with you through the night and kiss you on the morning of
You said you didn’t want it to be awkward
But now I never see yo im going by what the hawk heard
I put a note under your pillow saying that I would be there for you
And I mean even though I don’t visibly care for you
I just ask one question in all of my prayers
If someone else looks inside your heart will I be there (repeat)
. . .Will I be there?